Journey Beyond the Horizon

Is it really a career change or I just started
my journey 
beyond the horizon?





Life has taken many turns for me. Becoming a mechanical engineer was not my first choice. I was forced into this field since I could go to the engineering school and work at the same time in order to take care of my family. Being the eldest child and no father to take care of us, I had to be the bread earner, medical school was not an option. Goals, dreams, and aspirations; these are the things my life has always revolved around.  My question: What does one do with all the opportunities that life has presented? 
Life made another turn and I was laid off and could not find a decent job as an engineer. Selling computers at a major retailer and self-teaching the IT courses landed me a job in Microsoft Corporation. Walla, a very decent job, I couldn’t complain and thought that I would retire from that company with some decent money. Not so, my dear, life was not so sympathetic this time either. I developed cancer and was laid off again. While lying down in the hospital bed, I promised myself that if I survived this disease, I would go to medical school. My son was admitted to the prestigious Georgetown University School of Medicine, in their MD/Ph.D. Program. I said to myself, if the son could do it, then the father could do it too. I survived, just to go through another trial of life. I went back to school and did my pre-requisites for the medical school and applied. Walla, I got admission in two medical schools. But I was born with the strangest of luck. I could not join medical school since my daughter developed two different kinds of cancers and passed away after three months and 26 days of her diagnosis. My life changed. I lost my heart, my competitive edge, my motivation, my enthusiasm.
I started spending more and more time in my daughter’s room. We left it the way she left it. The picture hangings, the bed, the study tables, her medals and certificates, even the dressing table, still remain the same as she left. I used to talk to her if she was there listening to me, I sent her text messages, I called her phone number, but she was not there to answer any of my calls. One dark night, while sitting in her room floor, I talked to myself that what about the legacy she left behind. She used to adopt cancer patients and used to be with them, to encourage them, to motivate them and be there as their family, but who knew that one day she would become one of them. We rejuvenated our daughter’s foundation and are now doing the same tasks she used to do. We adopt terminally sick patients and their families and help them in whatever needs they have, financial, medical, moral, and everything else. My wife is working full time in this endeavor.

Besides the ZKAAP foundation, my daughter used to tutor underprivileged and mentally challenged students. Out of her bequest, I took that venture to educate the disadvantaged and needy students of the third world. I didn’t know where to start. While researching, I came across the Learning Technology program offered by the University of North Texas. I spare no time and walked into the office Dr. Lynne Cox to know more about the program. Her smiling and very encouraging personality lit the fire again in me. She was very kind to listen to my story and suggested to enroll in the MS-LT program. I applied and got in. Now, I am committed to finishing the program with a Ph.D. degree. I am destined to learn about how to light the beacon of education in the dark lives of who cannot reach the light of knowledge.

I have always believed that my commitment to serve the humankind will take me there, to improve the lives of people. Because of all the difficulties I have encountered and the opportunities I have been given, educating the deprived has become my obvious choice. The traumatizing, life-changing incidents that I have come across have led me to follow my goal no matter what stage of life I am in. I want to be a messiah in order to prevent things that I went through from happening to others, I should be a compassionate person to be involved in changing the lives of people in need, I must become a world-class educator because I care and I will be the beacon of light in the darkness of illiteracy desert. My efforts are changing the lives of people. A state-of-the-art high-quality United States K-12 school is starting in rural Punjab, Pakistan in the coming fall, an online K-12 school is in the development stage, and many underprivileged but deserving students from Africa are already getting higher education in the US colleges with my help. I am working on developing a Digital Tutor to reach the students in remote areas of the world, where schools are scarce but yearning for education is high. I realized that in order to teach, I have to learn how to teach and this program has offered tremendous knowledge of new ways and techniques of delivering education to the needy.

I am confident in my enthusiasm and ability, and I sure that with the help of this program and my noble professors, I would make a change in the world. My life revolves around the great businessman, Colonel Harland Sanders and I am a true reflection of his thoughts: "I made a resolve then that I was going to amount to something if I could. And no hours, nor amount of labor, nor the amount of money would deter me from giving the best that there was in me." (Sanders, n.d.)

Life! Here I come again with full force, with full enthusiasm, with full confidence. Try to defeat me again. I am going to fight back. 

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